last night i had the worst nightmare i've had in months. i'm talking about a "tossing and turning, palms sweating, wake you up with heart palpitations" nightmare. in this nightmare i was surrounded by some of my old friends from high school in a classroom. no big deal. but then i realized that tests were being handed out and my friends were getting out their pencils and scratch paper. this is when i started to worry. then i looked up at the board and realized i was in a calculus class. and yeah, when i was in high school i took my share of calculus tests and did just fine on them, but this was not high school me. this was NOW me. and now me has forgotten every single bit of calculus and pretty much anything math-related in general. so by now i was panicking. and i tried to play it all cool to my buddies, like, guys i haven't done a single assignment all year and i barely went to class and i didn't even know about this test, but i don't care. but on the inside i was more like, this is the worst day of my life. and i frantically tried to look up sin x and graphing functions and such in my book before a test got to my desk. and then i woke up. so tell me, do these dreams ever go away? any of you done with school for good and still have "unprepared for school" dreams? cause i hate them. and i need to know.
oh, and happy monday/memorial day. mr. dtf and i are going all out this year and getting burgers at red robin because that seems like a pretty american thing to do. what are you guys doing to celebrate?